Monday, May 31, 2010

Feeling a void I shouldn't care about...?

I feel a void a bad, sad void for some select individuals who are no longer in my life kinda.... :(

not just from my best friend not being friends with me anymore....

but also my ex bf isn't really friends with me at all anymore and always ignores me on facebook even though I've always been really nice and nothing but concerned about him with all his ongoing school/family issues...it just kinda hurts cuz he hurt me and for me to still be so nice to him and for him to cut me off....? Harsh. I think...especially for him hes not a harsh mean person...

It's weird with him we kinda go in shifts... some days he'll talk to me a lot a little, and somedays like today not at all. I try to be friendly and initiate a conversation only to be ignored

Just like my old bff i'm pretty sure would do if I tried to contact her today too....

and idk why I let them or the lack of them being friends with me and being in my life bother me so much and get me so down so much but it does... some days more than others but nonetheless it really does get me down.... really it does. And its not fun. :(

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