Ketchup time!

hi again so sorry but it's "ketchup" kinda post...

Whats up in my life:

-MAR still hates me
-MJ mad at me
-AS not mad at me anymore
-JP gonna see Thursday and Friday night @ SUMMERFEST!!!!!!-if I can get a responsible adult to drive me and pick me up there, I sure hope so cuz seeing each other 2 days in a row even though he'd working would still be awesome and a big step up a big FIRST for us! lol :)
-New job= good
-VBS= good but stressful!

Life overall= average....wish I could fix things with MJ....things with MAR are sadly unfixable at this point I think but not with MJ....I don't know


Also just got an idea to road trip to strawberry fields in NYC with Maggie Schultz before we both go off to college expensive as hell tho....hmmm maybe Lollapolooza in August in Chicago? But thats really expensive and probably sold out too I don't know but I feel the urge to road trip with someone sensible whose never hated me! :)

And I'm going to bed now cuz no ones answering their phone or texts

or as Austin Powers always says: "and I'm spent" ;)

talk to you again soon! ;)

I'm someone's brother's gal ;) yay! :)

Allie Pinkalla (Jacob's sister to her friend Oliva on fb):

Allie: why are you friends with my brothers gal (THAT's ME!!!! I'M SOMEONES GAL :D) on fb? ur weird

Olivia: because I'm friends with everyone and their mother on facebook literately haha :)

Sorry I know that's not that exciting but still the fact that she was referencing her brother Jacobs girlfriend and thats ME!!!!! and the fact that I'm someones gal- specifically HIS GAL!!!!! just made me smile :) and laugh and made me happy to see that in writing on someones facebook wall lol :) its the little things that cheer me up! Literately! lol :D

*SUNG*: "I'm Forever Yours Faithfully"

"Faithfully" by: Journey <3

I'm still yours Jake even though we don't see each other that much and we tease each other a lot, and I can't wait for school to get out out finally and to graduate and come surprise you on your birthday by coming to visit you in Shorewood! ;)

No, no regardless of what Lauren and others....are telling me I think were in decent shape Jake-especially for living so far apart and both of us not having our licenses and you not liking to talk on the phone lol...anyways as Rachel sang to Finn in the season finale of glee as corny as this sounds "I am forever yours faithfully" no matter how much I may waver on my weakest days or lowest, angriest days, or no matter how much or how many people will try to persuade me, that breaking up with you is best....I don't care what they say cause I know that your a good guy at heart and your a good guy to me and a good guy for me in my life right now!!!!

So....heres to looking forward to spending the summer together and having lots of good memories! (and I really hope that I don't regret typing that last part about spending the summer with you Jake especially after what happened last summer with hickboy... :(

PLO

Peace!

LOVE!!!

Obey!

;)