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I hate it when you think people are mad at you but you don't know for sure I really just want to go to college right now. Where no one knows me, where I don't have to worry about severing ties where they aren't even made yet. Urghhh! College. New People. New friends. New love interests. Needs to happen NOW! I can't wait and stick around here with people hating me or even my best friends acting hot 'n cold around me one day their cool with me the next not texting/talking to me. URGH petty problems these are petty problems. But seriously my generation of teenagers relies so much on this crap! Its crazy theres got to be more to life than these hot n' cold relationships that or my mouth majorly needs to be duck taped shut I guess lol...anyways its just annoying and i'm fed up with it. I don't just want I NEED new people in my life now ASAP. Please pray for me I find friends in Iowa and that the ones mad at me now don't stay mad for long. :( thats all for now. Now i'm tired and going to read my book ("Going Bovine") until I fall asleep. night.